life i can say is a misery. today is cny's eve. and yet. i've gotten into huge trouble. That mushroom soup my dad boiled in the morning. due to my ignorance, i reboiled again. the whole blardy thing overflowed. which caused a massive mess. i told my dad, i've got sth to confess to you. and yet, he seemed to suddenly knew what i did. soon, it was both parents attacking me, verbally. i remembered how my mum pointed her finger at me, behind the window. dat image so distinctively. what is that speech for. a waste of time? i regret it now. my mum said i purposely pretended to be deaf.
how mentally torn i was when she said that.
so i decided to be deaf. even after she shouted at me from 3 floors below. what can i do?